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Loneliness is the worst feeling of any out there. When most people my age have been married 2-3 times I can't even get a friend. I had to fire one friend today because he was delusional. I think friends are so valuable and usually I won't let them cross the line. Well this one is typically an asshole and I have watched him struggle with dumb ass females and I thought I will not be another one of them. Fuck that! So I told him never to call me again and stop texting me. Earlier in the week Some foregn guy came up to me asking to be my friend and I turned him away because he didn't look like he was into women and I won't let anyone live a lie. I turn so many people away if I feel untrusting I make them bounce. I even fired another male friend because he didn't want to sleep with me but he wanted to jerk off to my voice everytime we were on the phone and he would do it quietly so I didn't know. He told me after a while what he was doing. I do have walls up no kidding but when you try to penetrate your own walls and then someone elses its a trip and a half...